Wednesday, April 18, 2007

God, Please Help Me...



MY HEART IS BROKEN.

... I love my friends and T.Sue, but no matter how much (LOVE) some give me....I end up relapsing! Usually when things aren't bad at all. All I can say is I NEED HELP...from " GOD"!


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This Notation (Edited) Added 04-19-007


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My friends love me and I LOVE them..BUT...'......"ACTIVE"' addiction will destroy any chance of being HAPPY! It has me .....and those closest to me.
"It's " VERY FUCKED" When you SEE yourself SOMEHOW----finally---as an Addict; it ain't "CUTE"


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!Like I said to a Friend..."Wish me luck? (and put ME in yer Prayers? I NEED IT!
I'm so SAD and TERRIFIED!

Gunna try something "Different".


04-19-07