Stalkin' at Starbucks: What a MIstake in Judgement

So....here I am one day last week sippin' my cup of "speed" at Starfuckers and "GOD" walks in, stares me down, big smile, lotsa 'bedroom' (come fuck me) eye contact, then walks out the door. I sit and wonder (with my big mouth) WHY I didn't get my fine lil' ass up and go talk to him. So, my solution? STALK HIM via hangin at SB's a lot. So I did. Asked each employee if he came in often, whether or not they knew his name, even offered one employee who knew WHO I was yabbin' about $50 bucks if he wud ring me on my cell should "GOD" (resembling a VERY SEXY Dave Navarro-Esque .. but shaved head, same EYE-LASHES) came in while I wasn't there. 5 mins. later, he walks in. Same sit n stare game that he was playin the day b4, blah, blah,blah. I said to myself, "FUCK THE FAGGOT GAME PLAYIN' and got up went outside, told him I thought he was Ssssssmokin HOT (beware of pretty people on the outside; sometimes that's ALL they have), talked with him and played with his 2 wonderful dogs (JUST cuz' a cute dude has dogs ALSO does NOT mean anything....keep reading), he told me to call him asap, gave me his number, shook my hand (FIRMLY) and leaned into me giving me a kiss that almost made me wet myself. Okay! Okay! So 5 mins. later I was pickin' out china patterns and drapes in my head! F**k YOU! You wudda , too! Trust me!

Okay. So now to get to the good shit......

We meet for B'fast yesterday at Eat Well on Sunset Blvd. The entire conversation is about him, his Benz ( I can see what car you drive Fucker; it's a CAR not ** a Benz), his 2 dogs (which was the ONLY part of the conversation that wasn't about WHO HE THINKS HE IS), etc, etc. Didn't ONCE in nearly an hour and a half ask me one thing about me. Can you say "Self-friggin'-Absorbed! How typical faggot LA. It's funny how he went from GOD status to "I wouldn't fuck you with yer dogs dick" in less than 10 mins. The remaining hour was a fuckin BORING chore! If there are two things ( there are MANY others LOL) I cannot stand it's Pretentious and TYPICAL people, which I find most Gay men to be. This is why I am single. It's presently BY CHOICE!

Here's the "kicker": I get up with him , walk down Sunset to his car, he sez" Talk to you later", and I said"NO, actually you won't" and continued to walk. This actually isn't so much about me being single and wantin' to love on someone again b4 I friggin' die, it's about the obvious: He is single cuz he is an ASSHOLE! I think that about covers it. Don't you!?

Well, at least I put myself out there. One last word regarding this encounter or any other future encounter like it: NEXT!!!!!

The Puppy Within....

A buddy of mine and I were discussing my disappoinment in people and he emailed me back this:

For you in particular, I think you can might practice seeing other humans and yourself with the lenses with which you perceive dogs. The only misbehaving, mean or "bad" dogs are ones that have been mistreated, mistrained or abused, and you have the capacity to see that--have you ever been truly angry at a dog, even a pain-in-the-ass one?
If only humans could overcome their damage as amazingly as dogs can. But we act out our pain till kingdom come. So when you see that, remember the puppy within-everybody.

I emailed him back this morning telling him, "The only problem with this is that I LOVE dogs and don't usually care for most people."
Even with that said, I understand that most people are NOT spiritually developed; Yet I find it (some people's FUCKED UP behaviour) REALLY SAD and rather tragic.

For Me: The Biggest Dog Lover in the World!

Here are just three of the great, SSSSSSWEET faces that I came across today on my walk down Sunset Boulevard, here in Silverlake. Hope you enjoy them as much as I did.....

BTW, this poor ol' girl (French Bull Mastiff, age 8, abused and left for dead, rescued by her present owner) really is in need of some Botox, aye? Well, she's in LA; she's in the right place (said sarcastically).

I'm NOT Dead, Im Sleeping.......

166lbs of Big Ass Nakita LOVE! Sooooo Sweet...but I had to check for a pulse!

West Hollywood: Let it BURN!

Okay! I've had enuf and feel I need to VENT how I feel- in a harmless way- so here it goes.....
What the FUCK is wrong with the fags in West Hollywood??? I mean WTF!? B4 u get all judgemental on my ass, try living here in Silverlake, then, occasionally, going into WEHO, as the boyz call it.

First off, I'm the biggest dog nut in the world! I've, sadly, lived here in LA for nearly 6 years. In all the time I have lived here, I've had one (1, yea 1) positive encounter with a man and his dog when I've ventured, reluctantly, to what is referred to as Boyz Town aka WeHo. Usually, anywhere else on the planet the person to person, dog to person exchange goes something like this: " Yea, that's Fido, my name is ______, and you are?" Well, in We-the fuck-Ho, it's an unsaid exchange that is more like this: " WHO the FUCK are YOU, WHY are you TOUCHING my Friggin' dog, NO ONE invited YOU to the PARTY!"

First off, let me be PERFECTLY clear...the "PARTY", if in WeHO, could be in my honor and I still wouldn't attend. I'm just a friendly guy who likes dogs, and these QUEENS,and I do mean "QUEENS" ( all Caps ) are probably SINGLE and ALONE, walking that friggin' dog cuz their a bunch of SNOTTY BITCHES! Maybe one should spend less time and money on the hair and the gym and invest in PERSONALITY TRAINING! My friends ALL joke that what the REAL problem is, is that I'm not paying attention to them; I'm paying attention to the friggin' dog. Nuf sed!?

Give a Little..........

I had to load this image! Once again, dogs can teach us some of the most amazing and simple things....like the power of prayer, something I often forget.
It's Sunday, so what the hell: I gave a homeless man $2, bought the birds at Starfuckers a Cinnamon Sour Cream Loaf ( as if the little-ass sparrows weren't fat enuf) and called the local Drug and Alcohol Treatment Center to have one of their clients who needs a few bucks come over this a.m. and help me clean this house I live in........

Dog Creed

Wouldn't it be a Wonderful World if We could learn from the dogs? "Eat, Sleep, Sniff Butt, and GIVE and GET as much LOVE as possible"!

I think the dogs have it RIGHT! Pretty Simple!

Quote for the Day: "Go WHERE the LOVE is!"

"I'm Sorry"

They say, "The World is Goin' 2 the Dogs"? Well, let's hope so; I think the dogs can teach some humans what genuine/ real emotion looks like (i.e. How so many over use the words,"I'm Sorry" ) The pic speaks for itself, I think. Thank God, I don't have to say "I'm Sorry" much anymore. The way I look at it, if you are AWARE how yer thoughts, actions and behavior affects those around you- REALLY AWARE- you'll find yerself saying "I'm Sorry" a helluva lot less.

If you don't want to have to say yer sorry, don't SAY or do any ACTIONS that might hurt someone in the first place! Period! Just something to ponder; it WORKS for me - REALLY WELL, actually.

Quote for the Day: "I thought I was Bulletproof til the Blood pooled up in the Sand". ( *lyrics by "Live", music from Blackmountain, the album. 2006)

It's not ALL about YOU; WE are ALL HUMAN, and WE ALL FEEL and have FEELINGS. Try to be more aware - just for today.

Hand on Your Heart

First off, about the pic: That's "Maxie". She's an 11 week old French Bulldog who laid at my feet exhausted one day in August at the Melrose Market Street Fair, here in Los Angeles. Look at that face. And some think I'm crazy about dogs? How could you not be?

Now for something Human: As days go by and I get a bit older as they do, I realize more and more that I am pretty much responsible for my own happiness and my own circumstance - not forgetting that SHIT DOES HAPPEN - and that I am NOT responsible for Life being Life on Life's Terms. Bad things happen to good people all the time. If yer having a bad day, I ve added a link (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWnl8PjfMqU ) to this entry that might just bring back the fact that were are all Human and we all FEEL - and as hard as feelings can be to deal with, there are some feelings ( like Love ), that make this journey on this planet SO WORTH IT. (Please Note: * If the video link does not play smoothly, let it "skip" for a bit, then just RESTART it: It's well worth the effort). I hope the linked video brings you back to your center of who you really are: A SPIRITUAL BEING HAVING A HUMAN EXPERIENCE. God Bless and Have an Amazing Day.

It's Always About the Dogs, Isn't it?

Okay, so I'll tell you the story about the two pics above. First: The pic on top I call "Leave me Alone; I'm Watching T.V". The dog's name is Mr.Stuff. The reason I called the pic that is because, BELEIVE it or not, that dog ACTUALLY watches T.V. and HATES cartoons. You know the cartoons are runnin cuz he constantly barks at the huge Plasma screen. But, guess what? When I hit the PAUSE button on the DVD, he would stop. Start the DVD up, and he starts to bark again. He sat and watched at least half of the film, My Dog Skip, with me and my date (No! Don't ask; he's remaining Anonymous- Thank You!) Sunday evening, Mr.Stuffs' Owner. He's a real character, the dog, NOT the Owner. Well, he is too! Besides a lot of other things, he was "SWEET" - and all of you may know how much "SWEET" makes me crazy. Let's just sum it up like this: It was my first date in years and it was terrific from start to finish.The second pic? That is "Basil", who is a Brussels Griffon! Did I spell that correctly? Anyways. What can I say? I know, after seeing the pic, the pic SEZ IT ALL! I call the pic "Cud I be ANY Cuter?" I think not; what a heart breaker he is!! Best of all ( for me, anyway ), the evening ended with my date asking me if I wanted to spend the night, (Yea, yea, yea. I know! I did!) getting to snuggle with not only my date, but with these two wonderful, smart, SWEET (there's that word , again!) dogs. I feel asleep like a baby; all wrapped up in this HUGE ass bed with the "Date" and his two dogs. What a great day and evening I had. It was the best "Puppy Pile" ever! See...it really is about the dogs, isn't it? Hope he doesn't mind!

A Thought for Today: "God either is or He isn't; God is either Everything or Nothing".
Which is it for you? If You don't BELIEVE, BELIEVE that I BELIEVE. It made ALL the difference in my Life, BELIEVING in those who believed when I didn't or couldn't. Just a thought.

"Please Take Me Home!"

I entitled this pic "Please Take Me Home", which I thought appropriate. Anyone who "knows" me- at all- knows my deep love for animals, dogs ESPECIALLY. I always say, " In my next Life, I wanna come back as a dog". I think you can easily see why!

Thought for the Day: "Wouldn't it be a Better World if we could ALL learn from the dogs: Eat, Sleep, Sniff Butt, and GIVE and GET as much LOVE as possible." I think the DOGS have it "right"! The problem is - We 'complicated' humans often think to much- and Fuck Up the moments ( like the one in the pic) that "Could Have Been".

One last thing, Remember This: "It's NOT the number of breaths in my Life, but the MOMENTS in my Life that TAKE MY BREATH AWAY!"

Have an Amazing Day Everyone! X